My Own Biggest Fan

I was avidly waiting

For the day that someone would 

Finally feel infatuation for me

To the same degree 

That I felt disgust with myself

Now, I am only disgusted 

That I ever waited around 

For that kind of validation 

Instead of becoming 

Infatuated with myself

If someone dare try to learn me,

I will allow them

But no matter the outcome,

I will walk away proudly, knowing that 

I have ultimately learned myself